• The Cleansing of Fire and Water
    by Joanna Sanders on March 20, 2019 at 8:55 pm

    “… and anything else that can withstand fire must be put through the fire, and then it will be clean. But it must also be purified by the water of cleansing. And whatever cannot withstand the firemust be put through that water” (Numbers 31:23 NIV). As I stood outside and watched the fire trucks leave […]

  • A Light in the Dark
    by Joanna Sanders on March 6, 2019 at 4:00 pm

    Up until the recent flood that temporarily forced us out of our home, I’ve always found it fun and even a bit glamorous to stay in a hotel. Most of my previous hotel stays have been for vacation and so I have associated them with fun times. This stay, however, has given me such a […]

  • Leaving Home
    by Joanna Sanders on February 27, 2019 at 2:45 pm

    Last week, our house flooded when a plumbing fixture broke. As God continued to show His sovereign hand in our (not so great) flood this week, we faced the necessity of leaving our home. What a strange feeling to be packing suitcases when the entire purpose of the trip is the departure and not the […]

  • The (Not So Great) Flood
    by Joanna Sanders on February 20, 2019 at 8:23 pm

    A couple days ago my house was in its typical not-perfectly-clean state of life with three kids and a cat, but overall we were organized, and feeling our normal sense of life “under control”. It’s amazing what a difference a moment — or 40 minutes can make. That’s how long it took for a $5 […]

  • Give Me a Sign
    by Joanna Sanders on February 13, 2019 at 8:08 pm

    I just read somewhere that the number 17 is considered bad luck by some Italians, as the Roman numerals for the number can be rearranged into the symbol often written on Italian tombstones. I find this particularly amusing because I’m Italian and was born on the 17th, yet I’ve never felt more grateful, blessed, and […]

Featured Guest Writer: Nicole Horsch

Knowing Glances

I have one child who, as a toddler, had an unexplained aversion to Target. Each time I approached the front doors of Target, Lucy would stiffen as straight as a board and would refuse to sit in the seat on the top of the red cart. Encouraging, pleading and even attempting to tickle her tummy to trick her into bending proved to be unsuccessful. Eventually, I would find some way to fold her up just enough to buckle her into the seat, and head off through the store. Lucy’s storm of emotions would build and build at every turn of the cart. The most memorable of these trips included the fitting for new shoes.

The only thing that made these stormy outings more bearable were the knowing glances from those moms or grandmas who would spot me in the aisle and shoot me a quick look of, “I got you, girl. You can do this.” There’s a comradery out there among parents – because no matter our economic status, race or religion, there are common experiences in the difficulty of raising children. Life doesn’t let anyone off the hook. You can have all the money or resources in the world, but if your kid doesn’t want to try on the velcro princess shoe, she will ball her foot up so tight, you can forget getting it on.

Our pain is what connects us in our experiences, even at different stages. You might not be a toddler mom. Maybe you dropped your first kid off at college and made the tearful walk from the dorm to the parking lot to an empty car. Or you’re the husband who sits in the waiting room while your wife goes back for her second or third mammogram because they’re not sure they’re getting a clear picture of the mass that was found. If you look around, there’s someone who’s been there and done that. And if your eyes don’t see another person to relate to, in the dorm elevator or in the waiting room, you can be assured there’s One waiting to hear your prayer who can relate.

It might seem silly to think Jesus identifies with us. No, He was not a father to screaming toddlers but His disciples weren’t much better at times. Hot-headed Peter could put his foot in his mouth faster than a toddler can throw a princess shoe. Jesus didn’t leave a kid at college but He left His dear cousin who baptized Him, in prison; knowing John’s head would soon be served on a platter. Jesus had no wife, but he wept over the death of a good friend.

In fact, there’s no depth of our own pain that He hasn’t experienced. How about betrayal? Which of us hasn’t seen that nervous smile and quick kiss from a supposed friend that turns out to be the kiss of death? We’ve all had a friend or family member practice deceit. Betrayal burns in our hearts the most and seems to be the most difficult to forgive. Jesus catches our eye lovingly, and nods because He’s been there, too. Judas sold him into the hands of those who’d nail him to the cross, for a mere 30 pieces of silver.

Hebrews 4:15 reminds us, “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.”

I used to focus on the fact that Jesus encountered all the bad stuff without sinning in the midst of it, so I should try harder to be perfect like Him. However, I recently realized the value of looking more to see the knowing glances of our high priest as the beginning part of the Scripture references; the great reminder that I am never alone. I may mess it up. I may lose my temper, say a bad word (or two) and struggle with forgiveness. This verse isn’t calling us to try harder – it’s the job of the Holy Spirit to enable us to act in the holiness we simply cannot muster on our own. And we have a God who, like us, experienced every heartache, temptation, and frustration we encounter. Our kind Savior is looking to catch our eye and remind us, He gets it.

Nicole Horsch is a married mother of three young ladies in Northern Virginia. She spends her days home schooling, running a home based wellness business and shuttling children to and fro. Her favorite pastimes are kissing pony noses, eating delicious food and laughing with her husband.

She proudly wears the label of Jesus Freak and was once called a member of the God Squad by a childhood friend. She has decided to blog as prompted by prayer and the pushing of a few sweet friends. Blogging is cheaper than therapy and reduces the spoken word count in her home by a few hundred words. With four young ladies in the home, her husband is thankful.

Contact Nicole at nicolehorsch1@gmail.com